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Disclosure

from Closure by Chalice

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Before I am six feet deep
I need to get this sorted
I need to tell the truth

Years have passed, flown by
The past catches up
I need to clear my head

The torture and the abuse
Suffered for decades
Made me into this man

Can I say it made me proud
Can I say it made me happy
All I felt and still feel is pain

I buried it deep
Inside my head and heart
It is eating me from the fucking inside

Yes I tried to get help
But who really listens
Who can really help me

So now it is time
one last time to try
Let all my demons speak

I wonder why I try
It gives me rest
To tell the things I have felt

I don't see
What it does to me
Is this mankind
Am I blind

I carry this hate
Is this my fate?
What is the source
Of my selfhating force?

The pain I feel each day
I can not describe
It is driving me so insane

To endure this life
To reach the end
I accept my destiny

Listen up you shit
Hope you are proud of it
Of your textbook life
It makes me heartsick

The world is unfair
There is nothing I can do
I can only hate you
For your false compassion

And now I am certain
Solitude is my guidance
It's my everlasting burden

I do not need pity
All I ever needed
Was a caring friend

I see only hypocrites
Who don't give a shit
About my many battles

So now it's time
For you to think
About these words
Do they make sense

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from Closure, released September 10, 2015
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